Finally putting my laziness aside and starting to read “Anti-Freud”.
Bah, I hate christmas. Everyone should just stop being happy about this fucking holiday!
I want to tell everybody here on tumblr, that I’ve started a new music project with another friend. If you could take a minute of your time and listen to our first single (I hate the sun), I’d be so happy about it.
Please, listen to it, reblog it and give me feedback. Thank you so much :)
As a nihilist I don’t believe life has a meaning. We are here because of a mere coincidence. I despise people who say happiness is our hope and the goal in our existence. I mean, happiness is really vague, it depends on the type of person you are. If you’re bad, making people feel bad as well can make you feel happy, so, that’s not the way you wanna live your life. Bah, anyway this is just too complex to explain in one ask.
What gives me hope? Strong feelings such as love and pain. And I try to think that our society will change for the better…
It’s too easy to get lost in myself. Sometimes I still forget to come up for air.
currently watching mean girls bc it’s such an amusing film haha
I think my life now has been reduced to simple ephemeral moments. When I take a long warm bath with candles with silence as a soundtrack, when I wrap myself in the sheets in the morning thinking I can sleep for more five minutes, when I eat my favourite cookies, when I read my favourite authors in bed with the window open…
Life is reduced to this. This nostalgic simple endlessly happy moments. I don’t believe in happiness as the long lasting emotion when people feel fulfilled. I’ll never be fulfilled or accomplished… ever. Happiness is in seconds.
my mom was telling me i shouldn’t spend so much time locked at home and spending my time on the internet, she told me not to isolate myself and hang out more, watch exhibitions, etc… but moooom, i watch exhibitions on the internet and i talk to people on the internet!
internet is my l y f
small talk is the worst
tell me your darkest secrets or fuck off
- Me: Wow, today is such a lovely day to avoid all human contact and remain in the comfort of my own loneliness and sorrows of not having a social life thus maintaining my solitude as I surf the web.
Within my restless soul, there is a fantasy world that I never let anyone enter.
the high point of my day is eating marshmallows
If you are only son, you are fucking lucky and I envy you ugh.